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Does he still care?Used to think I knew who you really were  Could pick your face out in a crowd of millions  Identify your cries in a room full of tears   
Yet I don't know your favourite things  What puts a smile on your face, anyway?  What truly makes your heart sing?   
Do you still think about me often  The way I always think about you?  Do you sit and wish I'd stop in?   
Can you remember the sound of my voice?  Yours is fading in my mind these days  Was I forced to leave or was it my choice?   
Can you see my smile when you close your eyes?  Yours is here with me every p Does he still care?
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Destruction is my blissThis misery grows deep   
 How can this be and nothing great  
 
The hatred of my soul is wider than believed  
 
No coming out or coming close   
 Hurt me and I shall die Die within my heart and mind   
 Hate me and I shall be hated   
 Kill my confidence and kill my heart   
 Destruction is bliss   
 My destruction is greater than my hate   
 Spite me and I shall depart from life  
 
    
Bite ME!! Destruction is my bliss
by ~a7x-lvr
All hope is goneIm all alone.   
No one's here.   
I want to be somebody else.   
I feel so dead inside.   
    
Drowning in my sorrow   
Mourning until i scream   
My heart is stinging, aching, burning,   
and hurting until it breaks.   
    
I hurt myself to take my mind off of everything.   
But when im done,   
I feel no different,   
and nothing yet has changed.   
    
Drowning in my sorrow.   
Mourning until i scream.   
My heart is stinging, aching, burning,  &nbs All hope is gone
by ~a7x-lvr
Do u notice?It's all coming back to me,   
One memory after the other   
As my heart stings from the pain of rememberance   
I drop to my knees and cry.   
    
Whenever i see you passing by,   
I hope you'll see and notice,   
The way i am suffering inside   
because you left me feeling rejected and alone.   
    
You dont notice, you never do.   
So now im left here again   
Wondering what i have done   
to make you feel this hatred towards me.   
    
It's so hard for me to understand &nbs Do u notice?
by ~a7x-lvr
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yay!

Tue Apr 22, 2008, 8:27 AM
  • Mood: Content
  • Listening to: Slipknot
  • Reading: random magazines
  • Watching: Fox news
  • Playing: bubble breaker on my phone
  • Eating: not hungry
  • Drinking: Cranberry Juice
im now getting the hang of everything here!
i didnt even know how to add ppl as friends hah..thanks for showing me stevie!

gah! my filling fell out on my tooth lastnight and it hurts like a b*tch..and my insurance wont cover my dental..just pregnancy related things..but im not even pregnant anymore so wtf!?!?

I go back to work tomorrow..kinda excited..kinda not :/
the checks will be great but i dont want to leave jacob "my baby" at home..i dont think im ready to go but i need the money so..thats a sucky situation!

anyways..trying to find some spare time to write some more poems..they will be up soon!

Jessica :D

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*SithNichole Aug 11, 2008, 12:17:19 AM
spamers hit you hard O_O

anywho, though i should say it here too, HAPPY BIRTHDAY <3 haha the myspace one was early and this one's late XD anywho, i posted ur gift ^_^

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Mood: Joy ~madtrash137 Apr 22, 2008, 12:35:37 PM
And also thanks for the :+fav: :hug:
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Mood: Joy ~madtrash137 Apr 21, 2008, 5:47:18 PM
Thanks for the :+devwatch: I really apreciate it!
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